Apologies for being 'demanding'.

 

But I never expected such complications.

 

 

Never expected every one of my ill-fated acquaintances

 

attempted be giving privileges and connected.

 

 

 

I decided to sever ties to Wongi's family for a reason.

 

I've only allowed to see Wongi briefly.

 

 

But that is it.

 

 

There is no such thing as reconciliation.

 

 

 

 

I was treated with a shade over their eyes,

 

seen me in a discriminating, judgemental way.

 

Persuaded by my sister.

 

But never once they confirmed by asking a

 

question. Nor did they reply to me.

 

 

There was no heart. In the worst moments of my need.

 

I became suicidal some time after.

 

Not only because of them, but how I was so badly

 

screwed by my sister. And how we, my mom and I were destroyed.

 

And these people, still believe that my sister is 'good',

 

they will go on with her. That is how it is.

 

Insidious evil is in self-reasoning being oblivious,

 

avoiding anything that is disadvantageous to them.

 

And acting as if nothing happened, as they do now,

 

on the channel. I know them enough.