it seems like you have a great misunderstanding of my mental state based on my

'productivity' mr Musk.

 

I can assure you, if the thoughts of suicide, though imagination.

weary, tired, doubts, suspicion, paranoia, anxiety

and the feeling lingers,

often on violence as well,

though unrelated two topics,

however, constant.

 

that is mental illness.

 

 

and it gets worse. i look at you insensitive, abusive people.

i get this uncontrollable rage.

and then what i get is adrenal exhaustion. then depression sets in.

i guess they are related.

 

 

and seeing youtube relays on 'batman preparing for a contingency plan

for the justice league' hmph... and helping lex luthor. are you playing double spy

on your relays right now?

 

i don't know. lol

 

i've had enough and i want out.

 

if you want more then at least send support.

 

and if you continue with the abuse,

 

fuck you all.

 

you need to go die. not as a joke.