in a different perspective,

 

i may understand that you are doing this

 

not to disrupt me, to curse me with complications,

 

 

but you believe in reconciliations,

 

you believe in the 'greater good'.

 

 

 

 

i am sorry. if that was a possibility,

 

it would have been.

 

 

 

my resolve is adamant for a reason.

 

many reasons.

 

 

 

it is not from my stubbornness,

 

or from my own destructiveness,

 

or from my ego alone.

 

 

 

it is exactly as i state.

 

that line you do not cross, if they were family.

 

they can, and have suppressed their conscience long since.

 

 

i will not tolerate this.

 

 

understand that subtle evil is not always actualized.

 

unless you scold and pry until they cry their heart out.

 

but their reasons are self-serving in the end.

 

and they disrespect you by gaslighting until then.

 

 

 

one already knows the future as their character and values are

recognized.

 

you avoid something like this.