and no.

 

it don't matter if cryonics was probable or not.

 

it was about what we were aiming.

 

to exist.

 

 

if it was with anyother circumstance, fine.

 

the body goes to waste without organ donation.

 

 

but to ask us to dismantle ourselves

when we were trying to preserve,

by vitrification.

 

 

and asking help on perfusion.

 

 

to even discuss the probability of cryonics.

 

making that into a debate.

 

further speaking from an authoritative stance,

 

yes or a no, over my mom's existence. against our belief.

 

 

when what the hospital did wrong,

of my mom suffering needlessly,

needless death,

because of the staff.

 

that is not discussed in

the conversation. only to antagonize me thinking of their benefits

in belief.

 

the way they carried this out,

it is nothing short of being monsters.

 

something that determines our chance of existence, hope.

 

hope to live, love again.

 

a son's plea to save his mom.

 

antagonized.

 

abandoned with prejudice.

 

 

 

 

 

in short, the hospital fucked us over again and again

in various ways, and it was all a conscious effort,

to things that could have been helped.

 

and their attitude says it all.

 

they still have no remorse.

 

and there are laws against acting against someone's belief.

by their belief. exploitation of power,

power in authority that could have done better.

 

by their prejudice. by the debate that never should have

existed. asking us to not exist when the topic is about

preservation?

 

and way they carried it out?

 

read my previous writings carefully.

 

they should be charged for harassment,

exploitation of power, deliberate neglect,

undermining someone's devastation,

all under their own prejudice and belief.

 

and did this dr sharp say something about,

he thinking i'm a bad guy so glad not to help?

having seen the relays some time ago.

 

then that adds to discrimination.

that statement also indicates that he

could have helped. they could have helped

if they wanted to.

 

it was vanity. nothing professional about this.

 

debate that should not have existed.

faults hidden, the hospital's 'mistake'.

how mom died in the first place.

then abandoned mercilessly.