Moments like this. I just want to die.

 

Why.

 

 

I do not like saying bad things about anyone who is both good and bad.

 

 

It creates much conflict in me.

 

I feel terrible.

 

 

 

And that is toward the Royal family.

 

 

 

 

If I were to threaten, swear at this Steve, it's only anger that continues to rise.

 

 

 

 

But not to my supposed network. So please understand.

 

 

Please also understand I am not the one to *not speak out in fear,

 

 

despite knowing what is wrong.

 

 

 

 

It must be spoken. It is necessary.

 

 

 

But especially because I am in the blind, unable to do anything, while others continue

to affect. For the worse. Targeting has become the norm.

 

I hope the few there, who are righteous. They can better assess the situation

 

and speak out. I have spoken the main issues.