And remember, whatever that was being discussed in the chat,

 

between them.

 

 

The essential nature of it, is about 'gaslighting'.

 

 

Hiding harm and applying it none the less.

 

 

 

 

If whatever they are trying to say, like my sister

 

claiming i've hit her.

 

 

 

 

This 'gaslighting' would not work.

 

 

It requires exploitation of trust.

 

 

 

 

Would I be eating the food they give me, had I wronged them?

 

 

 

 

So it wouldn't make sense. What they did, they did so

 

as 'malice'. A 'shadowy' game.

 

 

And I am the idiot who can't do nothing but reacting

as frustration. And I can't even remember what emotional

scarring my sister had put on me, there was animosity,

and the tension would go down, I would trust again,

and something would happen again.

 

And I know it was getting worse, year after year.