Now I am going to try and reason with Steve once again.

 

Though I believe he has lost his mind.

 

 

 

1. Steve. I do agree with you, the many things I have

expressed in words or movement, was weird, in retrospect.

 

It was out of context. And it does sound somewhat gay.

 

But I simply am not.

 

You must understand that, I do not meet people.

 

And that has been many years.

 

And I often fall into my own 'mode' of speak,

which is from my own misguided imagination.

 

But stemming, in case with you, fear of conflict.

 

As for any weird instances, I am not entirely aware.

Only after I am embarassed on how I may have looked.

For me, I focus on something else entirely.

 

During those times I believe I was taking insomnia pills,

Unisom. And I am half-awake. I don't know which is night or day.

 

As my lack of awareness with dirty pants may indicate.

 

So listen. All these things you say. It is coming strongly

from your assumption. It is prejudice.

 

I cannot possibly fathom, a deterministic 'evidence' to your claims.

Do you agree with this?

 

And I certainly would not hide it, if I were as you say.

 

More importantly, opinion can be said, but in a respectful way.

Then if you have respect for the person, when he states he is not.

 

That is when you retract your opinion, or state it once and leave it alone.

 

But you do not aim to repeat this, again and again, in the public.

In order to harm. Change the person's image.

 

That is on pursuit of prejudice, and that falls into line of

defamation.

 

 

*2. Far more importantly. IF you are still trying to steal credit for my ideas.

 

Claiming it is yours. Whatever it is.

 

You need to confess.

 

You have violated my life in such a way that. I could have never expected

it. I never assumed such hostility.

 

You and I both know, every idea was mine.

 

If you were hurt by the fact that I asked you to introduce me to Festus,

as he had prior business experience, and you did not. That I left you out.

 

I am sorry.

 

But this. What you're doing now. It is beyond any hostility.

 

It is beyond reason.

 

 

You have to stop all this. We are simply not a good acquaintance.

 

That is all.

 

 

You have no reason to be on pursuit.

 

Not like this.

 

 

Let it go.

 

I am saying this for your sakes.

 

 

Focus on your life.

 

 

 

Leave me alone.

 

 

 

And stop reading with your manic, hysterical, mocking, disrespectful -

anything.

 

Empty your ego for a moment.

 

 

I am not a subject to target.

 

 

 

Why you made me into this, I do not know.

 

But I did not deserve this.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 Just leave me alone now alright?

 

What you did, just face the punishment.

 

It is far better than keeping this going.

 

Where does your hatred end, and where did it begin from?

 

 

When you know already I am capable of reason?

 

 

Why are you not?

 

 

Whatever it is, it is not worth binding your life to.

 

Not in this way.

 

You are enslaving yourself. Do you understand this?

 

 

You are creating an impossible bind.

 

It is trouble for you and me.

 

Do not fall into this trap.