Speaking out of paranoia,

sorry to mention this, but I often don't trust David's psychological state

so, just in case I will mention it.

 

 

David has a toolbox in the living room. Looks something quite high tech.
Flashing lights and all even when idle. Locked I presume.

 

What is in there no idea.

 

But with it, maybe I heard a bang with the fridge door in the morning.

And i'm guessing turning those sink knobs to the left side and leaving it there means,

 

David is observing what is going on, and telling me "no" as left side, and "yes" to the right side.

or to dismiss my words or something like that i have no idea.

 

 

No particular hostilities. Although I heard him swearing rhetorically as I went downstairs this morning.  Presumably David thinking I left I don't know. hahaha

 

 I am here apologizing if i've done anything wrong accidentally, like getting his socks wet which was hung in the shower. I took it out and left it elsewhere to dry but it fell to the ground and got wet the second time. Sorry.

 

So, with whatever is in the toolbox in his mind. If David is preparing for passive aggression with banging and all that.  It could be a possibility so I am just writing as heads up.

 

And my apologies if nothing is planned.  

 

It is best to just not read what is in the channel and express your opinions. I mention this many times. As you can't know what is, nor do I know what you mean. 90% of the time, it's just weird man.  

 

Looks like there will be no support and I am stuck here. Nothing left to do but to progress with whatever I need to do.

 

The thing is David, what I noticed often is instead seeing things with rationality, you attach emotions to it, and often connect your ego alongside with it. And there was some envy there as well earlier. But whatever I present, ideas I come up with, it honestly has nothing to do with you. And I should not be subjected to any sort of passive aggression or expression. Or in preparation thereof as a way of subjugation.

I think you are reasonable enough to hear this in your wake, so I mention it. However, you seem to be having different states of mind, changing. From time to time. And unreasonable anger may build up in you as well. So I am indeed worried about that. During times like this, please be aware that it is a form of illness, this unnecessary attachment. It's happened with many people here as well. Hope you don't fall into that trap. And same goes with me, if I react to everything people are doing, that is also bad for me.

But just know that I mean no bad intent here. I am just  here to do my work. Not be a bother.