how much of those charges were reduced, the punishment reduced

at the Queen's mercy. At my expense. I do not know.

 

i apologize if i'm wrong but most likely there was meddling.

 

 

 

and if. if people who has harmed me and my mother.

 

they were either let go, or diminished of their punishment

 

by your values.

 

 

What of my suffering, my mother's suffering.

 

Of what they done on us.

 

 

What of the hospital staff.

 

What of my sister and her husband?

 

 

There are things you can intervene and you cannot.

 

 

If you've made no effort and simply pushed on with your 'merciful' values,

 

and that was at my expense.

 

 

Then what kind of stupidity and vanity was I dealing with.

 

Again my apologies if i'm wrong about this.

 

 

 

on top of all these things that went on.

serious things.

impossibly demanding things.

 

you let unnecessary harm go on, out of your mercy?

there was no refinement?

 

dear lord.

 

you just gotta laugh in bitterness.

 

 

so many things.

 

 

that should have been prompted to the law, then left off,

instead intervening.

 

 

well, i've had enough. i'm out.