Seen earlier, with the Spiderman youtube relay,

Eileen hopes for me to give up, "not risking" dangers.

She would like that.

For me to give up.

When her values are about competitiveness, winning.

She would love for me to give up.

But I know what she lives for.

How she compares.

It is a mislead masked under virtue.

Having said that,

seeing as I would be driven,

people will exploit that emotion and make me stay like this longer.