Stop relaying messages on body building Adam.

Does it look like i'm in a situation for self-improvement?

I'm surviving. Both mentally and physically. That is all I can do.

 

I need refinement to all these fucking headache,

and people leave it there, deliberately.

 

All the while, I have to focus on work.

Sustenance. Trying to decipher these messages and continued complications.

Time for myself? Learning, health?

Out the window.

 

Why don't you send me compensations for your initial 'mistake'?

But no, those things will be ignored. All the things people have done, ignored until I am there.

And until then, they won't refine. They will continue to make my life a living hell.

 

People. REFINE.