Nobody has the right.

 

Not when they're not trying to harm anyone but

simply to save themselves.

 

If there are no rules against helping,

then they should have helped.

 

If no help still,

 

then their attitude must have at least been

correct, respectful.

 

 

But it was authoritative, it was abuse.

 

And this followed the hospital's mistake.

 

 

They were fully aware of what we were losing.

 

 

Losing a chance of revival.

 

That spelled eternity for us, and that was the discussion.

 

Vitrification.

 

 

And they callously refused,

 

when it simply could have been another procedure.

 

 

 

It is a conflict of religious belief.

 

When someone says, "No, not unless she donates organs"

 

that is coming from an authoritative stance

 

and exploitation of power.

 

 

When yelling, haven't slept for days as they try to

 

contradict me, trying to convince organ donation is better.

 

Trying to make me give up on mom.

 

 

And as I could not fight them by argument.

 

I yelled in frustration. "I need this!".

 

Yes, I needed it. So did mom.

 

 

They took it as direct antagonization and manner issues,

 

when they asked the impossible to me,

 

and ended with an abusive, assertive tone.

 

 

"Well, WE. WON'T. HELP. YOU."

 

 

And you let them go?

 

 

Out of some technicality of excuse they made up?

 

 

It is a conflict of BELIEF, that they engaged into,

 

trying to convince someone to donate organs,

 

do something that is impossible for this person.

 

And they refused help as it was in their control.

 

 

 

Do you understand?

 

 

Way they have conducted this absolutely counts.

 

 

One of the nurses earlier told me, the blood dialysis

machine isn't working as they hoped.

 

Why I wasn't allowed in as well for a long time.

 

What went behind doors to have Tony only be allowed to

come in, despite they knowing my intention to cryonize

my mother.

 

To have Tony convince and deal with them.

 

 

It's like the hospital, these ignorant, callous people,

 

Did everything in their power to from the beginning,

 

everything to THEIR convenience and control.

 

Without thinking about the patient's needs.

 

 

And you would just let them go?