Where is this all going?

 

 

There no sign of single FUCKING SUPPORT.

 

 

 

You continue to use me, demand from me,

 

in exchange for what?

 

 

WHAT?

 

 

 

occasional compliments through the relays,

 

that i don't even fucking know if it's real?

 

 

then what follows next is disturbing my mind,

 

gaslit to affect my emotional being?

 

 

twist it to its fucking core and call it training?

 

 

 

what the hell is this?

 

 

 

what do i get out of all this?

 

 

why am i mistreated like this?