if. there is a certain event

that will be happening,

 

to 'pick me up' sort to say,

later on.

 

 

kindly do this discreetly,

without cameras

 

or many people.

 

 

just thinking 'cause,

 

i get the feeling Mr Musk always

chooses the "Iron man" type

of route where there is fame

and glory.

 

............my imagination.

 

i don't know when all this is

going to be over,

 

but besides the presentation

which i'll be struggling to write,

 

i will try and find balance in my life,

 

which will include fitness...

 

 

and no matter how much i ask for support,

 

i don't think it's arriving.

 

 

T_T

 

 

 

 

i have to go through/browse through this impossible amount of books.

you can get lost in it, and forget to do everything else.

 

so you think about regulating your daily routines prior----

which should include exercise. you can't neglect your health.

 

i am going to try and walk around for... at least an hour per day from here.

 

 

 

 

Adam continues to relay disturbing messages.

 

This is to deter me from progress by whichever means.

 

On the devices, I need to return them after unlocking my account at Amazon.

 

My guess is that Adam destroyed the devices, along with my other writing device,

so he doesn't want evidence here. Why the relay. That's my guess.

 

I think Adam is the type of person who has no control over this malice/mischief,

he does these things in a 'manic' type of state, and in many permutations.

 

It is out of the line boldness - and it's become personal long ago.

 

Authorities don't put a stop to this either, nor do they watch what he does.

 

But since he's admitted to it, what is the point in me writing this. I'll delete it.

 

Adam, I get you fall on the autistic side of things.

This 'manic' obsessive behavior to harm, the excitement you get off it by targeting me -

I suggest you control yourself.

 

Of course, when you read this, or as I have attempted before a fair warning,

something worse seem to happen, more daring. Like the facebook ad hack.

 

There is no evidence and you would deny it.

 

Why am I writing this. No point.

 

Alright i'm going to try and regulate and focus, don't be disturbing.