A person. Should not be in a setting like this for 5 consecutive years.

 

  Affected in all sorts of ways, by people who wants to cause harm.

 

 

It's only through Clark, my old highschool friend who,

 

confirmed that he's seen me on Reddit. Bathroom and all that.

 

 

Until then, not a single soul spoke to me, despite knowing

 

that there is a channel present.

 

 

A mind, even the memories, it's a funny thing. It self-adjusts itself

to 'peace', wanting to get out of it all.

 

 

Dismisses itself all this is an illusion.

 

That perhaps i'm delusional at times.

 

 

It was like this.

 

 

 

I have mentioned before since the beginning, with Anna and the group,

 

I suffer from social anxiety. And yet, the worst possible things were applied on to me.

 

 

Instead helping to preserve what is left of my emotional stability,

 

everyone engaged in more harassment.

 

 

My psychological state, my well-being wasn't care for at all.

 

It is worse. And your abuse, it continues.

 

Your laughter to my cursing, profanity, expresses you callousness.

 

 

 

You must see how harmful this is.

 

What kind of abuse this is, to sever me from contact.

 

 

To have me reading through relays, through metaphors of people. Knowing I am blind to the source.

 

You continue to exploit the situation.

 

 

And making it far worse than it should have been.

 

 

 

I see no sympathy, empathy. Just bunch of shallow people suppressing their conscience for the sake of it.

 

 

Put an end to this, or begin in such a way that, I am supported.

 

 

Do not destroy my life.

 

 

Do not destroy what is remaining of my sanity.