There are people who crave that power of the throne, and its title.

 

For me, it is just service.

 

 

It is time taken from me.

 

 

 

There are miracles in life, that can be discovered by research and development.

 

Mostly science, and engineering that follows.

 

 

I understand that most of my ideas, in-line with Mr Musk's pursuits,

 

also becomes aligned with development of a country, benefits towards its citizens.

 

 

This is mostly engineering.

 

 

But my goals are different.

 

 

My single 'trade' factor was punishment toward my abusers. Punishment that is done

in full application of the law. While you may have 'punished' them, living up to

the technicality of my request, I have no doubt in my mind, you have been lenient on them.

 

Whereas, otherwise, without your intervention, they would be incarcerated for a long time.

 

 

My interaction with you have been demanding.

 

Demanding in such a way that, I had to redistribute my time, my efforts,

correcting and fighting your choices. AS I come up with ideas in helping your country.

 

My efforts are not recognized, nor is my well-being.

Rather from your personal, spiritual perspective (not talking about religion)

values, you continue to sacrifice me, for your values.

 

Perhaps that is coming from 'parental' emotions,

knowing what would be better and how I may react in the long run.

 

Or ultimately, another perspective, one that is from power.

To subjugate me otherwise, while pushing forward your choices.

 

Either way, I am sorry, but both choices were wrong.

 

It should have been simple and clear. They afflicted damage on to me,

and by the law, they should have been addressed. I have already measured the give and take,

I know for a fact that none of these people can be let go. Dismissed of their crimes.

 

And there are your interventions as well. Collaborating with the States, and keeping me here.

 

There are many factors you are not seeing logically.

 

All of which is done at my expense, again and again.

 

 

And I am sorry but, we are not compatible.

 

 

I cannot waste my life, my time like this.

 

 

I will deliver whatever is remaining if I can find focus. Of which that focus,

you infinitely disturbed all this time along with others as well.

 

 

This isn't something about forgiveness. It is deeply engraved in your values.

 

You are looking at me, as you would a child.

 

Someone you can deceive and alter, at will.

 

 

I have given you more than enough chances to work with me.

 

And I asked no special privileges, just what is capable with the law.

 

Within its reasonable boundaries.

 

You deviated away from this, however way you can.

 

 

And the damage is done to me.

 

You observed along with the States, this monitoring, this public display,

even from my own room.

 

While keeping me blind of what was going on.

 

When you could have got me out.

 

 

I was always the fool, who was sacrificed at  your amusement, or you values.

 

And so with rest of these people you kept in place. Allowed their harassment.

 

 

No. I will not  be part of your family.

 

 

Please respect my decision.

 

 

 

I will continue to work. When the time comes, I will work with the lawyers and pay the taxes.

 

Then I will take my leave.