shall I bother continuing with all this?
if your observation on me was so negative you should have said so earlier.
in any case mr Musk, whether you believe i'm a worthy person or not,
I still need finalization of some kind.
I hope you can help me to an extent, so to pay off the debts and amount I owe to people.
and for mistakes spoken online.
i doubt that i am in a stable state, increasingly so.
whether to judge me for the outcome of things instead the process,
that is up to you.