Why I keep looking for new equipment I have no idea.

True, this computer is now barely functional. (No audio, no trackpad/mouse pointer)
But still working with an external mouse.

So. I will just keep on using this.

 

I guess i'm trying to compensate for my anxiety. Always trying to perfect things before even starting.

 

Ok, so will just have to accept what I have.

What I need this month, is food. Without having to walk around constantly.

So I can focus...

This is enough. What I have.