you know,

 

you'd think i was doing all this for myself.

 

but in all honesty,

 

it's because i have love for you all.

 

it's an honor, it's trust.

 

it is all the world i've dreamed of.

 

 

 

but you always want to destroy me.

 

 

 

i'm very tired now.

 

 

 

how do i get out of this?