I will take this as your personal abuse towards me.

 

I must.

 

There is no other reason, other than to forcing your values onto me,

 

AT MY EXPENSE.

 

 

 

I said many times, you don't do this.

 

 

 

But you will. You have.

 

 

 

 

 

Infinite, unnecessary interventions, not leaving it up to the lawyers but by your power,

 

but especially on my abusers, you give them lenience.

 

 

Why is this? It's like everybody is taking me, my life, my damage, as a joke.

 

It's nothing.

 

 

 

Do you believe that 'I' am the one who needs to change?

 

Is that going to be happening?

 

 

 

What was our 'deal' from the beginning?

 

 

Why do you continue to rock the boat?

 

 

 

I'm sorry, we really cannot connect. At all.

 

 

This was one SINGLE THING. I asked.

 

 

That was it.

 

 

 

"To be better" is what I see on Youtube relays each and every time I complain your choices.

 

 

But even that "better" is going to have your decisions left on it, and it works to their favor.

 

 

 

Compassion should be applied on your own enemies. Not mine.

 

 

Not at my expense.

 

 

 

You do this for me. Again and again.

 

 

 

There are many things. Many things that I already see as absolute control, and taking

me lightly, my resolve, further, there certainly is cooperation with the States on this.

 

I know what power you hold, and you have never been straight-forward. It's always a

deviation, a higher motive, a plan. And so much of my values are sacrificed.

 

 

I am sorry but this isn't going to work.

 

 

I got out of the boiling pot, which was my father and his abuse.

 

I don't want to enter a frying pan, following.

 

 

I don't mean that as offense. I do not believe that you are a violent individual,

 

rather, these choices you are making, are part of your values that is not aligned with mine.

 

 

It is still, very abusive. Very damaging.