If a such thing is true,

 

then I must remind you,

 

the matter is not 'light' as you may believe it be.

 

You see the 'better' in these people, and the binds with me that is

 

seemingly is within reason.

 

 

 

With Douglas, it will always end in savagery.

 

It doesn't matter how he sugarcoats all this,

 

talking about my 'durability' or that he's given me a bowl of food to eat.

 

 

If he was a reasonable person, I would simply talk to him.

 

What he pushed forward during those times were exactly

 

force and violence. Unreasonable one at that, and attempting

 

subjugation by terror, or at least, attempting to.

 

 

 

And infinite, impossible games of ego will proceed.

 

It will only lead to violence by his own will.

 

If it's not on par with HIS standards.

 

He pushes on with what he wants.

 

 

Hard to explain, but I have stated my case long ago.

 

It is you who are swayed.

 

 

With Ms.Greene, it should have ended long ago.

 

It has. She proceeds.

 

 

 

You will agree with the phrase, "Out of sight, out of mind."

 

If this talk of "adoption" is true,

 

why do you create these unfortunate 'binds' for me?

 

***More issues, more complications, one that may be beyond your understanding,

 

because you choose not to understand me, or distrust me the first time I speak about this?

 

 

I apologize if I am wrong about this.

 

But please do not create complications in my life.

 

 

 

When I say, there is no 'reason'.

 

There is no civility and there cannot be.

 

TRUST ME ON THIS.

 

 

Some people are out of control. Out of the line.

 

Out of reason. It cannot be communicated with, something will be self-reasoning.

 

 

It will be an impossible headache.

 

 

While Ms.Greene is not such a person.

 

Her affection towards me should not be seen with your 'love'.

 

It is in fact, great complication towards my life.

 

 

And you take all these matters lightly. If this talk of adoption was even spoken about.

 

It would be incredibly disrespectful of my life and my past experiences. You would mean to control, affect.

 

 

Again, I apologize if I am wrong about this.

 

But if my observation is correct, then please treat me like a person.

 

 

 

As with all sane people, peace comes in 'detachment'.

 

Not binds to ill-fated acquaintances.

 

To assert connection, binds, in order to teach, or affect.

 

That is something very wrong. Nobody should be invasive like this towards another person.