I see the Toronto Bloor apartment promotional video.

 

Mr Musk. Getting someone's hopes up over and over again only to bring it down.

It's not something that is funny.

 

But especially when the person is already going through troubling, difficult times.


Not to the level of detail or action, but that emotional anguish has made me thinking of suicide many times this past one year.

 

I understand that I am being helped already, online. Where I cannot see.

 

But you must all understand that if there is no adequate support offline as well,
issues will manifest one way or another from all directions.


Hope, goals. These things are plausible only if you guard it reasonably.

Not when you do so by taking your chances. And even if your calculation is accurate,
that is at my great sacrifice, over and over again,

and this is very wrong.

 

When I say I am sick and tired of this, angry, endless repeats of abuse, and this is left alone as free speech, I am distracted endlessly. There is no refinement. What was this about?
To create controversy so that it increases publicity? There are no considerations to my well-being? I apologize if i'm wrong about this assumption. But please do not test me in this way.

I have stated what they were, and their intent. That should have been enough to prevent them from further attacks.

Like I mentioned. The Royal family, I believe is prone to forgiving and mercy. That is their set of values. However, those values now intertwine with my own, as these are my damages.

You let them go, you let them persist, you do this at my expense. You may be laughing behind my back. Thinking it is nothing or if I may *change my mind over time. Over time,
seriousness of issues may dissolve.

I am not forgiving to those who have attempted harm on me. Please understand.

Not saying this to antagonize the Royal family. No. I am saying this as it is biased toward the value of mercy. I too, will exercise this in the future but that is not when I am not the one who is damaged by them.

If one is at a transition of moving forth into new responsibilities, that person must be protected of future complications, and their psychological, emotional state must be taken into consideration as well. To disrespect this, is to neglect the goals of those responsibilities.

All yourselves are protected, and you would fight against those who will wrong you.
Yet my needs are abandoned, observed, and let on. As if treating me as a child, who is helpless, and you know better.

That is not a choice. I am helpless because I am in this situation and no help is given.
Then that is exploitation. You cannot know better, because these are my values that you go against. What should be done as default, is neglected with eccentricities and further values of greater good.

I personally, become a sacrifice to this motive.

Please refine, please do not cause more headaches.

Please send support.