I hope you won't give up.

 

But. Human beings are human beings.

 

They are well aware of the limits of all this,

 

applied on to a person.

 

 

Your patience,

 

 

my declining mental health.

 

 

All is accounted for.

 

 

 

And they push on with an motive.

 

 

 

These are, in a away, evil people.

 

 

 

They have a different agenda in mind.

 

 

 

And in their minds, I am merely a pawn.

 

 

 

And I just might go with a bang when I get the chance to do so.

 

 

It's not a good idea for these fuckers to keep on controlling my life like this.