Please know that when you show compassion on my enemies,

 

you are actually torturing ME.

 

You are giving them another pathway to harm me,

 

in some variation, some form.

 

 

Instead refinement for focus,

 

I am dealing with relentless repeated attacks,

 

 

because everything they say,

 

is simply dismissed as freedom of speech.

 

 

 

Speech, with an desired effect of harm,

 

EXISTS, it depends on what situation it is.

 

 

Gary should have been charged for what he's done before, on my mother.

 

Behind my back, during critical times.

 

 

And what he's doing now, mocking me in public, being on pursuit of this.

 

 

It's exploitation of my situation, my being in the blind.