It sounds like Mr Peter Lee is still there antagonizing me.

 

And I didn't want to say this because it is essentially my fault.

 

 

But during those times, I had serious conflict in religion.

 

 

I was raised Christian, and I couldn't understand Science enough

 

to make a conclusion on where my mom was (Soul-wise).

 

 

And, due to Mr Peter Lee's extremely, extremely strong stance on religion,

 

and pushing me into it. I had not refused this concept, I respected it,

 

and to get help, I simply agreed to it.

 

 

 

But there was this internal conflict. And at one point, that religious push,

 

it had gotten me into severe depression. And I wanted to join my mother.

 

I was suicidal at one point.

 

 

No, it's not because of Mr Lee, but certainly, he wasn't sensitive enough

 

to NOT speak about religion to someone whose trying to revive his mother

 

through science. For me, either I join her or not.

 

 

And to talk about how strong he asserts these religious things with extreme belief,

 

talking about something like his filling/tooth turned gold out of some miracle,

 

or how I should pray to grow in height, how I should pray for my mom to be revived.

(He actually said this)

 

 

And imagine my inner conflict, mental illness that grew as well.

 

 

So please stop singularly blaming me for my mistake, at the worst moments of my life.

 

If Mr Lee has antagonized me, I believe he has very bad intent. Hostility.

 

 

If so, even after knowing what I went through, that I was mentally ill.

 

I cannot in my better conscience, despite this being my fault,

 

give him 15 million in total. I will reduce it back to what I originally stated.

 

Which is 3 million. That is more than enough.

 

 

And how he treats workers in such a way, reminded me of slavery....

 

He told me to translate something like 150 pages for 20 dollars? Something like that.

 

Word per word, so he can learn English. What about my time?

 

 

 

I believe that Mr Lee possesses a type of 'cult' mentality.

 

Which is a strong 'push' toward another person, his beliefs, in such a way

 

that is extremely demanding.

 

 

While I have had help from Mr Lee,

 

I can also say that he is a very insensitive character,

 

and abusive without himself knowing this.

 

 

I believe that it should be, that he should not speak out further.