Mr Musk, please do try and end this now...

 

I am very tired. And I have no words to describe how tired I am.

 

Giving up type of tired. Tired of life.

 

 

There are different type of mental toughness.

 

And I think you believe that conflict and sending someone to the edge,

 

works for everyone.

 

 

For me, I have already suffered from mental illness.

 

Being beat up to a pulp since 3 years of age,

 

you don't just snap out of habit of, destructive thoughts.

 

Though I try to be fair.

 

 

It is exhausting. And distracting.

 

I am at my element when I am at peace.

 

I haven't been this for many years.

 

If not my entire life.

 

 

I am hoping you can grant me some peace Mr Musk.

 

I just want it to end.

 

 

Who you give that money to is your business Mr Musk.

 

But my suffering applied from others, that is my business.

 

You should not be part of this.

 

 

What is the point in destroying the already damaged, already weak?