i am obviously suffering from heightened anxiety, if not paranoia.

 

i tried increasing my value, coming up with these ideas,

 

so i would be helped.

 

 

 

instead, it may have created an opposite effect.

 

to be left alone to be observed.

 

 

 

 

default setting would've been contact.....

 

 

 

i don't even know anymore.

 

 

 

 

 

this situation is not something to be taken lightly.

 

 

please let me find some peace.