so i'm reading the relay,

 

"work even if you are not prepared."

 

that is what i did last several years.

 

what i can't neglect anymore at this point,

 

is my health. that is both emotional, and physical.

 

 

if not psychological.

 

 

if you didn't even have the time to renew your healthcare card,

in order to remove the stitches on your foot from few years back,

 

as it slowly rots away into your system.

 

you don't have a balance in your life.

 

 

 

you can demand.

 

 

nevermind my sacrifice and enduring, even when unnecessary.

 

 

but i'm trying to find balance before my health declines.

 

 

finishing up some chores will indeed last me another year.

 

i would obviously prefer support.

 

i face unnecessary hardship everyday.

 

 

so please understand the delay.

 

i did all this in the worst of situation.

 

 

why am i reading relays on youtube mr musk is laughing/mocking me?

 

(china's richest man "idiot")

 

idiot i may be, but realize i had no choice to be even more idiotic,

after you had me go through so much unnecessary suffering.

 

i did predict a lot of things before its happened.

 

once you understand the nature of people,

their next-in-line of action is predictable.

 

your vanity is predictable mr Musk. But especially on me.

You gotta develop some empathy.