When all of you are speaking of these prospects,

 

it could just disappear on a whim.

 

Things could escalate. Even as I speak within reason, or trying to be civil.

 

David is NOT a person who cares for these things,

 

and as expected, passive bullying follows.

 

 

 

And should I get mad at him directly, then what?

 

He'll probably kill me with a gun. Who knows.

 

 

And no, I do not want to fight him physically.

 

 

 

Then why the PHYSICAL insinuation all the time?

 

 

Why do I have to endure the door banging?

 

 

 

If i'm not wrong, he's had this Dracula mask hanging on his TV as well long ago,

when he had the stroke.

 

 

And up until then, I could see he was building up some hostility as well.

 

 

I don't know who David is.

 

 

What I do know is that, BESIDES my own anger expressed here just now,

 

I DO NOT FEEL SAFE.

 

 

 

 

A logical person should have stopped this behavior, not to escalate things.

 

And because i've spoken all this time, without anger, within reason.

 

 

He ONLY shows further 'predatory' behavior with the doors and passive aggression.

 

 

So where does that leave me?

 

 

 

Cornered and affected constantly like this?

 

 

Am I suppose to be throwing everything away because this guy is attracting conflict

 

BY HIS OWN NEUROTICISM?

 

 

 

LEAVE ME ALONE.

 

IT'S AS SIMPLE AS THAT.

 

 

TRY CLOSING THE CABINETS AND DOORS WITHIN REASON. NOT TO SEND SOME PASSIVE MESSAGE TO ME.

 

 

JUST STOP IT.

 

 

IT REALLY GETS TO MY EARS.

 

 

 

 

And no matter what, aggression and hostility  is wrong in this case.

 

I apologize for my behavior just now.

 

 

 

I will pay for the walls later on.

 

Please do understand, I think David is somekind of a violent moron.

 

This isn't even in the realm of what is logical.

 

 

 

Just leave me alone. OK?

 

No more insinuation.

 

 

Just leave it be.

 

 

 

 

I think the police needs to talk to him.

 

 

 

I am enduring some weird neurotic behavior coming from David.

 

 

 

Why do I have to be affected like this?

 

 

 

I'm just trying to focus and write.

 

 

That is it!