it's kind of ridiculous to think...

 

a person having this enough strength in the body,

to be able to build a house,

 

be it in a remote place,

land bought cheaply.

 

not having taken advantage of this when

i was a teenager.

 

not to live there permanently perhaps

but, there'd be always a place to go back to.

 

i know harder than it sounds but.

 

if to think about all that time wasted.

 

would've chosen that path.

would've given me chance to survive on my own...

 

6 months in the city, 6 months back.

..........few years and

 

sigh.......