and if any of them are convoluting intent

my love for them was genuine, back then.

 

literally spat back in my face by Eileen with

"don't expect much from us."

 

but that is not why i feel hostile.

that is in line of bitterness.

 

to explain the derogation, mockery,

discrimination, systematic segregation,

competitive destruction, list goes on,

 

facts remain.

 

 

i am not going to be part of that.

 

i hope they get their share of punishment.

 

 

and yes, I apologize for my display of verbal violence.

 

 

But that is how offending, how hostile that bitch was,

to my sick mother. Who had one more aneurysm and just had a surgery.

 

Coming back to see her younger brother for perhaps (and it was) for the last time.

 

Ruthless fucking cunt.

 

My mom's neck, her veins were pumping up blood, constricting-- and i can see

her BP rising as the bitch was scolding her in a very offensive way.

 

Raise of BP in her condition is critical. Aneurysm burst and she dies.

 

Had that happened.

 

I'm sorry, but I would have lost control.

 

It don't matter I get killed. I would not be a person then, but an animal.

 

Far worse than you can ever imagine.

 

 

I blame the uncle as well. The idiot didn't inform us the hostilities.