And no, I am not contradicting myself.

 

When I say, my love for them was genuine.

 

It was.

 

I was spitted back at my face.

 

 

 

And no, not everyone is bad as it sounds.

 

With the exception of that bitch, uncle's youngest wife,

 

the nihilisti

 

 

actually, most everyone.

 

 

The little better people would be Wongi's family.

 

But even they support each other.

 

 

It doesn't matter what they've done in the past.

 

So my emotions are,

 

 

angry.

 

 

 

When I think about them,

 

these are people who stays in perpetual ambiguity,

 

putting an blind eye on the deeds they've done wrong in the past.

 

between themselves.

 

 

No i can't,.

 

 

 

If it was say, Mark alone.

 

Wongi alone. Or Wongi's family alone.

 

I would support them.

 

But that is not the case here.

 

That ambiguity of good and evil,

 

they don't give a damn about what was done to us.

 

And they will support and help each other.

 

 

While that evil exists still. Gloating.

 

 

 

That I can't accept.

 

 

 

And no, even if one of them calls out they won't help

another, that's just a mislead.

 

 

Wongi's dad, probably helped out Eileen, even after

seeing all that antagonization in the channel in the beginning

to destroy me.

 

It's like this.