Why would she be taking care of him after all?

All these years?

 

She's not as affected by the abuse,

 

and that abuse certainly should not have been

towards ME.

 

She had a grudge because I was born.

 

My existence itself was something to fight against.

 

As she's told me. (throwing makeup bottles at my feet,

which made me bleed, to which I swore at her for the

first time when I was 17 or so. She grabbed two

kitchen knives to kill me, and mom blocked it somehow

grabbing her by the wrist. And had her thumbnail cut off

in the process.)

 

 

As she was throwing the makeup bottles, terrifying me

in the process, authoritively commanding me to sit down prior.

 

She tells me, it's because I was born, that her happiness

was taken away.

 

 

And despite I, just trying to avoid her over the years,

 

*they would not leave me alone.

 

 

So please understand, nothing to do with her upbringing.

 

It was their choice.

 

 

They did not have to bother me. They went on pursuit,

and always initiated something, and done something.

 

This should be shown in the chat between them.

 

 

I am writing this just in case, people see this as father's fault.

 

Not in its entirety. She was a very shallow person to begin with.