whereas i believe after 4 years of this,

i feel that i am emotionally unstable,

(thus a form of mental illness),

 

my ability to reason and state events and occurences

based on logic, (despite being in the blind)

by facts remains undamaged.

 

in fact, i'm probably more rational,

and a bit too logical for most to

accept it as-is. dismissing me as annoyance.

 

not because i'm wrong. because they are.

 

please don't buy into this propaganda if there is.

 

 

no more of this.

 

 

it should not have began this way,

i simply should have been contacted in the open,

and further, abuse should not have not been allowed.

 

 

instead everyone joined in as if it was a game.

 

 

justifying their actions in the name of competition.

(perhaps)

 

but where is exactly is the logic in antagonizing the person

who is trying to help their economy if not to be trying to

keep the money in the country by whichever means?

 

why was mental/emotional abuse part of this?

why was it allowed?