Please note that overall,

 

 

As even I get mad inside my own room.

 

 

 

in retrospect just minutes later,

 

 

 

I realize I am acting out of fear.

 

 

 

 

And it certainly takes quite a courage to stand up to David like this as well.

 

 

 

And for everything, I hope that I am wrong.

 

 

 

But I must state this, because I have seen the worst in people.

 

 

 

And if there is a deeply disturbing factor within David.

 

 

Then I must state this out of fear of this.

 

 

 

 

But. I certainly could be wrong.

 

 

He is probably not as bad as I think he is. That is what I hope to believe.