for this idiot, he initiates the competition

and he participates in it,

 

shoots people in the knee before they can even take off,

 

or doesn't even recognize that he's in the mentorship position,

 

 

and he tries to take credit on his own!

 

 

this is ego at work.

 

 

 

this guy's trying to make me look obsolete, in a way.

 

 

had i been there.

had i been communicated.

 

had i been given resource.

had it been given data.

 

or at least work to give out something more in-depth.

 

HE DOESN"T LET ME. NOT A SINGLE FUCKING DAY.

 

the moment i come up with something, he distracts me so he can take the credit on the details.

 

what a fucking idiot!!!

 

 

 

yeah, there are things i cannot do, because i'm not educated.

 

doesn't make me obsolete or unuseful. you already know this.

 

i see angles you don't.

 

 

 

and you, you strip me away from that further chance of evolvement.

 

 

 

for everything, for this guy,

 

it's a game.

 

 

it's competition, it's, it's a fucking joke.

 

 

it's about putting someone down to HIS TOLERABLE level.

 

 

and this is WHY i'm suffering among other reasons.