Mr Musk, I hope that isn't you. The person being arrested.
I will certainly do what I can to dismantle it if it is.
I have problems everyday beyond stuff online as I mentioned
earlier.
And I hate to mention this, but David,
please stop slamming the fridge door, about 4 times
yesterday. Along with the bathroom door hits
(is that necessary) and just now 4:30am or so. (Fridge
door, and bathroom door hit) (Just after I used it)
My ears actually hurt. And when you continue this,
knowing that it hurts as a passive aggression,
while you have simply banged the fridge door
and bathroom door hit loudly,
because you know my condition, it can be considered
assault.
Now what I am sorry for:
1. Using the bathroom at 4am-5am in the morning.
The outside, they play big music, and it is often
hard for me to sleep. If I don't sleep, body does
what it does. It keeps on working. I hate to wake you up
as well.
2. About the video link yesterday. If you are mad about that.
Those are compendium of many i've met. And it *could be you,
I don't know.
Judging by the constant toilet unflushing.
(Is that a statement to insult? I don't know) and the
bathroom door hit as you go in. Why not just push it
instead startling someone? Either you are punching or
kicking it as you go in.
Something like this. There's a serious tension here.
And it's very disconcerting as I hear David constantly
checking on the channel and commenting in it,
or grumbling in the living room as a response to what
I write and all that.
It's just very, very difficult to live here. I have to get out.
can someone please send support so I can leave David alone?
I am not trying to escalate anything, please understand.
It's exactly that, it is hard for me to handle these passive
aggression. As it physically affects. Emotionally as well.
You are a very anger driven person.
And I DO NOT FEEL SAFE STAYING IN THIS HOUSE.
There is constant building up to something.
Even before the video release from yesterday.
Something seems to be happening, something appears to be
building up within David.
I don't know what is going on in the channel.
I have no doubt that David misleads as if there is
nothing wrong between us, possibly with his friends.
Judging by the video relays on Youtube. (Often,
it comes with "Tenacious D" reference.)
But that is not the case. There is always tension between us,
always passive aggression. And I react to it fearing escalation.
And it is NOT GOING TO STOP.
And it's like this:
I have to get out of here. Please send support.
Or please give David a year's worth of rent,
so he moves out, if he's so willing. That could be a
better idea.
Or make me move out of here. Kindly.
And I don't understand. Besides yesterday, on the video.
Why be there? Why read anything I say? It's not going to be
about you unless there is going to be something abnormal
going on here.
Why do you show these misleads and passive aggression.
Why is anything connected to you?
This is what i'm afraid of.
Something builds up within David, and he expresses it.
Either with "hmph", or grumbling or something like that,
just as I write something and release it.
And of course, I have no evidence over it.
And that is the thing. When you say "it could be anyone",
or just generally mislead people because there is no evidence,
why would you want to corner the person?
For doing what?
I am minding my own business and nothing else!
Now BOTH of us are going into this state of mental illness.
And I don't FEEL SAFE HERE AT ALL.
There is escalation, there is insinuation of violence.
Police, please talk to David.
What David does as passive aggression is very wrong.
This is cornering, and I am in this house AFRAID.
WHY IS THIS?!
And I would like to get out.
On the video, I post this, JUST IN CASE.
So if you are, you need to look into yourself and stop this.
When I hear the bathroom door being hit,
usually once, but it was multiple times at some point as well.
I get startled. It insinuates anger and violence.
And so with the fridge banging, (video posted because of bathroom hits and constant checking on the channel with a grumbling response in the living room,
David's focus on the channel everyday) not fridge banging, this happened AFTER the video.
as passive aggression.
Jesus, why do I have to endure this passive aggression,
and why is it amounting to FEAR OF VIOLENCE
OVER NOTHING?!
It's NOTHING.
Why do you build up anger within yourself,
and why do you connect that channel, or my affairs to yourself AT ALL?
And what do you tell your friends,
and what you tell people in the channel?
I am here, constantly afraid of passive aggression,
and fear of this escalating into some violence as well. BECAUSE what those bodily movements insinuates JUST THAT.
Physical attacks.
PLEASE STOP THIS.
If you have something bad to say about me, say so in the channel VERBALLY.
Then if I catch on, I will say it back as well, but VIOLENCE AND INSINUATION OF ANGER is EXTREMELY STRESSFUL,
and nobody should be living like this. Constantly afraid.
And Mr Musk, do you see what i'm going through?
Even back at the shelter,
or other places,
I had PLENTY of trouble on my own,
and why do you find ANY PRANKS of yours funny?
I have to work up to keep productivity, do something each day,
whether if it's about renewing my expired healthcare card, so to take care of my foot,
going for tax returns, internet billing, whatever ----------
it takes great 'push' for me to do this as I go through many things,
both online and offline,
AND YOU NEVER HELP. AS I TRY TO HELP EVERYONE ELSE!
I certainly hope you don't get in trouble over this.
Because what you do is coming from relentless mischief - seeing me as a toy. Instead a person suffering.
I am not your subject, or someone who is a target who can be affected by deception,
or passive aggression, or whatever it is.
JUST LEAVE ME BE, LET ME JUST TRY TO WORK. THAT IS ALL I WANTED.
Authorities, I will accept settlement instead punishment towards Mr Musk.
Despite these disruption, he has been helpful. You can see that this is about intent.
Please have him send the amount to my bank account.
Please stop treating me as a ghost, and allow being targeted by many.