So if David really has a gun, and he took it out yesterday in order to either insinuate, or contemplate....

Oi...

How on Earth did it get this far.

 

First. I apologize about the frustration, anger displayed alone in my room. This is because my ears are hurting.

 

So do not think that I will be attacking in any possible way.

 

However. What is concerning is as I mentioned yesterday.

 

If you believe that... You have a right to express your hate on me, being in that channel, and agreeing or not agreeing to whatever I say (which does not concern you).

That is essentially stalking, because I didn't call you out until more recently (because of that behavior). And you are initiating these things on your own.

 

And this is what I am fearful of.  

 

And on top of this, if I am to express myself, I would be met with supreme violence. I have no doubt about it. So do you think I would even try?

No.

But why do you believe that you have the right to insinuate these physical assertions?

I feel like I am getting funneled in, by something that I did not initiate.

 

To be fair, David. You have indeed attached yourself to my life. When you needed not be.
Now you are worried that I might retaliate having noticed your attacks.

 

But. DO NOT WORRY. While I did get mad inside my room yesterday, I am not about to result in any sort of physical retaliation.

 

So let's make that clear.

 

As for your passive aggression. I don't know man. I  have no idea. Why you keep attaching yourself to me and expressing yourself. Why I said this stuff in the beginning.

 

And that's it. It is not a big deal.

 

But really, when these things go on. It is very stressful to me. I am going through a lot.

Please detach. Let me just focus on my life.


And remember, the worst I would do, is to simply speak out on the channel like this.

And if you are to hate me for it, dismissing your own initiation. That would be an unending cycle.

You must recognize why you did these things in the beginning. You didn't have to.


And what i'm very fearful is that David may not be a reasonable person in this sense,

that he would be blameless, and essentially, my existence itself is something enough to hate on.

Then, where  can I go? What can I do? But to simply accept this?


That is all.