No, reading Jessica's relay,
Douglas too is trying to get away using his condition
as front.
His behavior there on the channel taunting,
and all that he admitted prior,
is evidence enough that it is coming from his
value system, not because of his illness.
But especially, when my dialogue with him
was consciously heard, trying to deviate away
from the fight.
What carries on now is the behavior then,
expresssed violently as is now.
There are no excuses for this
because of auditory-halluciations.
It is a conscious choice which had a motivation behind it,
as he confessed in the channel.
People who are affected by drugs or schizophrenia,
do not have a factor that pre-meditates a connection
to someone's past, that doesn't involve their physical threat.
It is a spontaneous decision that they
believe they are under physical threat.
But in this case, both the motivation for my previous
allegations, and the fact that he initiated a fight
himself based on that,
as I unsuccessfully dissuade/dismantle the fight in a
conversation that was made with conscious choices.
Is very apparent. It has nothing to do with schizophrenia,
but his own values and beliefs.
It was vigilantism, and if not, that was simply aggrevation
of violence that had no place in it. It was verbal.
So yes, this too cannot be taken blamed as mental illness
or by influence of drugs. It was built up to it, thought of,
pre-meditated, and initiated by himself, and ignored of
dismantling of that violence.
Not to mention bunch of other behaviors in the shelter
that worked up to his final actions. All within
conscious dialogues of negotiation, going back and forth.
At least understanding of that. (Apologizing to each other
initially)
It never should have resulted to physical anything.
It was all about himself.