i apologize if my facts are wrong.

 

but by timing and issues covered,

 

it would appear my logic is correct.

 

the environment is manipulated.

 

 

ultimate goal is reduction of punishment if not dismantling.

 

doesn't matter who.

 

 

completely self-centered motives.

 

 

complete disrespect to my life, my resolve,

and certainly treating me as a child.

 

 

i will keep this simple.

 

 

you are you.

 

i am i.

 

 

there is no lesser or greater 'understanding'.

 

only the fact that the victim has the right to charge.

 

and i am the victim here in all cases.

 

 

to this, i repeat myself.

 

charge, give compensation from my attackers.

 

 

if there was enough evidence, but you let them go.

 

should you, in other country's view.

 

intervening in my personal life,

 

as well as cooperation in breaching my basic human rights

with my enemies.

 

 

do you think you can get the taxes?

 

there are consequences for your actions and choices.

 

 

i am stating the absolutely obvious.

 

you just LAUGHED at me all the way.

 

just control, control, control following.

 

 

 

how should this be?

 

 

you not only jeopardized the potential political partnership,

 

but breached personal trust of a person who depended on you to resolve this based on evidence.

 

and certainly taken my rights, deter the timing of my benefit, while increasing your advantages.

 

 

it's all about mind games, disrespect, manipulation.

 

 

this is what i see.

 

 

 

are you dealing with a child whom you can teach?

 

 

through what ways? increasing all the possible advantages for you, while you rip apart mine?

 

 

what is this?

 

 

what kind of abuse is this.

 

 

 

above is my worst of suspicions.

 

 

and i can dismiss all that i am aware as 'playfulness'.

 

but in reality,

 

 

it's just toying with someone's life.

 

 

 

 

and i'm not trying to sound arrogant or self-serving.

 

but frankly,

 

 

to the WRONG person.

 

 

 

WRONG POSSIBLE PERSON.

 

 

 

logically speaking.

 

 

 

and i can't believe your recklessness.

 

 

 

 

i don't know. i feel like i'm dealing with bunch of abusers i can't do anything about it.

 

 

just give me my fair compensation please. fair punishment to my attackers. without your emotive reasoning.

 

if you have a political excuse to make, so be it. for your choices.

 

 

 

i will abide by it.

 

 

NOT FOR YOU.

 

 

FOR THE QUEEN WHO PASSED AWAY.

 

 

 

but if you crossed the line.

 

 

deviated from common sense,

 

 

then i can't guarantee any country's choices.

 

 

why are you like this?

 

 

 

 

why do you sir and madam, do you antagonize, and find all this something to control,

 

a game? instead better off leaving it?

 

 

now as i write this, i can simulate the wrath and anger from the Queen as well.

 

 

i can simulate. i can predict at this point your characters.

 

 

 

 

and i am sorry but, it just is too predictable.

 

 

why?

 

 

i'm not trying to fight you. obviously there is no advantages for me, as you may have said.

 

 

so what do you think will happen.

 

 

is a person just suppose to accept the wrong and take it? take the abuse?

 

take being wronged in many ways?

 

 

do you think you can control someone with power and abuse the heck out of this person?!

 

 

 

you leave me no choice but to refute your choices.

 

if it's not now, it will be remembered to later.

 

 

 

that's not just me.

 

 

that's everyone.

 

 

 

 

so i ask you again.

 

 

what were you underestimating, and why did you make these choices?

 

 

counting on my naiveity?

 

lack of awareness?

 

 

 

 

see the difference between Queen Elizabeth and yourselves,

 

is she would have respected a person. No matter who they are,

 

let alone a person who needed help.

 

let alone a person who was to be in your partnership.

 

 

 

and i know you can decide to kill me now in various ways.

 

 

 

 

but i state the obvious.

 

 

 

i state what should be obvious to everyone.

 

 

 

 

to me, this is evil.

 

 

 

you can say ultimate outcome would be good.

 

you can say you were trying to help.

 

 

 

and you have.

 

 

but exactly at how much of, at my expense,

 

and did i permit you to do so in this way?

 

 

 

my point is this:

 

 

 

 

 

my age, my status, my background, my character, doesn't matter.

 

 

 

there was no respect.

 

 

 

not that i think i'm important.

 

 

 

i'm saying there was no respect toward me as a person.

 

 

 

 

 

that is it.

 

h

please at least try to mend your mistakes.