Please understand,

 

 

every moment I was here, on public display.

 

without my knowing for a time,

 

because I did not expect infrared camera to work this way,

 

 

 

and yet STILL i wasn't contacted to be informed or helped.

 

 

 

That is abuse.

 

 

 

That is in collaboration with the attackers from the States,

 

 

in callous watch and observation.

 

 

That damage could have been prevented.

 

 

 

And that responsibility of choices goes to King Charles

and Queen Camilla.

 

 

What are you doing?

 

 

How is this a joke to you?

 

Why is my suffering, my damages which are recorded online,

not taken seriously?

 

 

But especially when you insinuate these prospects to be aligned

with your plans?

 

 

I am rather very mad,

 

 

and at the same time, your indecisiveness and lack of judgment

on the right thing I find peculiar, this emotive based reasoning.

 

 

You should have done all you can to logically fight on my side.

 

 

And yet you dilute this, setting me as a target.

 

And at the same time, you have helped getting things in order

with my enemies.

 

 

So let's say, wrong direction of choices you went for.

 

Underestimating someone's rights, or how they would be offended.

 

 

You do not create further problems for the person you were

to be sending responsibilities to.

 

 

Please get me out of here.

 

Now.

 

 

Or I must make my own choices. And it will be a choice

to escape from your abuse.