Reading Dan's relay on my sister,
talking about her dentist appointment.
This was after she tried killing mom,
when she had her first brain aneurysm surgery,
and was in her room trying to recover, bed-ridden.
I believe it was just after a week or so.
She tried entering her room with grimaced, angry,
manic expression on her face, fully intending to affect her,
telling me that "it's costing too much to take care of her."
Mom has had a history of treating me better and
my sister took it as a chance to harm her while she was sick.
Any raise of blood pressure would have been critical.
She had one more brain aneurysm to go.
I blocked my sister with two wide open arms in front of the door,
the door, which i closed, in order not to affect my mom.
Then she grinned this sick smile, and went into the other room.
At this point, I am mad. I don't know what to do, if she does it
again, mom is done for.
I go into that room, I see her in a seat.
I go near and I said,
"I will slit your throat with my thumb if you do that again."
And I draw the thumb in empty air.
I go out the door and moments later, come back to her and apologize.
Fearing she will only do something to escalate again.
I didn't know what to do. She's left me in that position.
As for our talk behind her, wishing her ill,
that was after that incident.
It's not only this, but there were times she was hostile to us
and drew out the worst in us, constantly.
This is to turn the table by our reaction.
But especially me, because she knows i'm susceptible to anger.
And she would take that and either twist or exaggerate to the cousins.
5 years after mom died, I went to see Eileen. Then eldest aunt came
over and asked me, "Did you ever hit her?"
To which I replied, shaking my head side to side vigorously,
"No. Not once."
Which is the absolute truth.
Do understand my sister's intent there in the channel as she
came about asking for a refund as well.
These are things that are out of the line.
Above and beyond hostility, and they fully know the harm behind it.
Now, I have said this before.
Problem is that, the timeline in which I say these things,
they observe when to strike with misinformation
being in the channel,
whereas I can only rely on the relayers.
It should not be repeating, because this is pursuit of harm.
When you dismiss their actions, alongside the 'poison' she's
included in my food, which often, looking back, resulted in
bleeding stools.
For cherry picked reasons such as above,
or if because my sister was abused by my father.
(Not my mother. Mother was a victim.)
(Further, you do not attack someone when they are in a
critical condition.)
(Mom was under threat as well. We all were.
Had she divorced my father, we would've died.)
(Had she reported back in Korea, where it occured,
nobody would care. Such were the times in Korea,
domestic violence was rampant everywhere. And
we would have died as a result. XD)
It wasn't her fault.
And point was, it was all behind us.
My father continued hitting me until the age of 13-14 or so.
Then it wasn't so bad, only occasional slap or something like that.
I got out of the house at 17.
But my sister was menacing even at peaceful times.
Even long after this,
It was all about trying to drag me and mom down,
trying to affect us in the worst of ways.
So don't listen to her.
You don't attack someone who is critically ill.
Nor should you put poison in my food.
Dear lord. I had done nothing to deserve something like that.
If I got mad, it was verbal, and I try to avoid her because
she wouldn't leave me alone.
Look into the reconciliation emails. This is stated there.
She's saying "You wanted to avoid me."
What, you have abandonment issues, so you torture me.
And when I react, you put poison in my food?
That was how it was.
Never once did I hit my sister.
Never once.