I remember hitting the table thinking,

 

why is this guy blaming me for the

choices I made as a kid?

 

Of course I had the right to reject

anyone,

 

but was that in relation to my appearance?

(obesity)

 

and I rejected that girl because of her appearance?

 

so was that a derogatory, 'karmic' cycle

he was insinuating, after a sudden reunion of

..... 10 years? or so.

 

It was offending. And the feeling remained.

 

My right to reject, and that should not be

held against me.

 

 

So after this, oblivious to how mad I was,

 

Michael called me and asked if I wanted to hang around.

 

I severed contact with him there and then.

 

 

Yes, it was offending and unexpected.

 

Something I had not even remembered then.

 

But, I shouldn't have ended contact because of that.

 

As Patrick prompted that we reconcile, and his situation

between friends is awkward as well.

 

 

Bottom line people.

 

 

One cannot mislead what has happened in the past.

 

 

Please do not accuse.