the psychotically insane thing about all this is that,

 

everyone uses me as a target for abuse, experiment,

testing,

 

and expects something out of this.

 

expects results out of this.

 

expects a positive outcome out of this.

 

 

 

then what exactly are you treating me as?

 

 

 

 

this is insanity.

 

 

you are toying with someone's LIFE.

 

 

you think this is okay.

 

 

this is not violence, but malevolence.

 

you 'wish' these things to happen,

not the ultimatium being my destruction,

 

but you use abuse as a way to try and get what you want?

 

 

and you think there won't be resistence?

 

 

you think I won't figure it out?

 

 

everyone's in on it.

 

 

that's the issue here.

 

 

you lost sense of what is right and wrong,.

 

and it doesn't matter what you say on the channel.

 

 

what is inflicted on me on real life, right here.

 

 

it has dual meaning.