Ok 17th.

 

Today is the deadline for ODSP.

 

I really don't know what to do at this point.

 

I have made my excuses again and again to

the social assistance people,

 

that I need extension, I am delayed.

 

Months go by, and I still haven't, and couldn't do it.

 

 

One thing is that the people here deter me from

focusing on my sustenance, and everything else.

 

Despite me telling them I am in a difficult situation.

Mercilessly so. And I, trying not to fall behind,

come up with more ideas, and I am taken time from

the misleads afterwards.

 

You may think it is easy to identify.

But people are very crafty and offending at the same time.

And these are during times when I am in conflict

with someone else, and they deliberately relay

something alongside this to either trigger or affect.

 

Whether Mr Musk is involved in it, at all times,

I don't know. But that needs to have stopped long ago.

 

It affects my much needed time and the consequences

of trigger may also be dire.

 

Further, even when I would enter into the court

for this, to determine if I am eligible for ODSP,

 

there is no doubt I would be rejected, again.

 

There is no physical evidence to my mental and chronic

physical ailments and illness.

 

 

So what am I supposed to do at this point?

 

 

It is wrong to keep me here, monitored and stripped of the

rights of my privacy.

 

 

I ask that I be contacted, and given a place to live,

separate from all these monitoring and not worry about sustenance

for the time being. In preparation to the next step.

 

Let me focus to do my work without worries of these things.

 

AND in open terms, not quietly observing behind my back.

 

Treated as a ghost.