Ms.Kaiser,

 

my ear, insides of it, does feel swollen.

kinda stings as i use cotton swabs dipped in alcohol,

not entirely because of the rubbing alcohol.

 

the last i had a blood checkup was six months ago,

 

no errors in my organs or anything else.

 

and this appears to be a genuine inner ear issue.

fluid build up.

 

it has a lot to do with the diet i believe....

 

i've been going through this at this level

since 10 years back.

 

and...

 

as a child, motion sickness was there as well.

 

thank you for the input.

 

I need to renew my healthcare card and

go for a check up.......

 

it's just that this situation is,

binding. it doesn't let you take care of yourself,

 

rather completely focused on whatever the topic.

 

and i have been neglecting my health quite badly.

 

 

so i will try and find balance.

 

 

one way or another, it can only really decline.

not without proper nutrition and all that.

 

so keep that in mind.

 

it is not funny to keep me in this way for whatever

the purpose.

 

i am someone who needs medical care,

illness that don't seem serious now,

 

but it is bound to create complications as time goes on.

 

but does it matter what i say?

 

there isn't much sympathy.

 

just observing until the last moment,

 

and even that last moment may not taken care of.

 

 

i wouldn't complain if I didn't recognize myself slowly changing

for the worse.

 

 

i'm going to focus on myself and try and find balance.

 

 

i am writing this to let people know.

 

i don't want to be stuck like this.

 

 

send support, so i can take care of myself.