further, did this guy taunt me as I was getting mad,

making threats on people who were, or have hurt

my mother?

 

based on his previous experience of winning?

 

i believe he has.

 

do you see any sense in this?

 

 

do you see how selfish it is, regardless of

someone's past and their emotional intensity?

 

 

now he's adapted perhaps, not at other times.

 

 

it was simply continued taunting.

 

 

whichever the case,

 

 

i am sick and tired of being pursued by people.

 

being targeted.

 

planned to affect.

 

 

in passive or direct ways.

 

being controlled, exploited,

 

this is insanity.

 

 

a person who otherwise would've been fine being alone,

is not left alone, but pursued to be attacked.

 

in many different ways.

 

 

 

sigh.......

 

 

 

we'll see how and where all this goes.