and further,

 

i don't think you are lying this time,

 

but when you say you will help with the support,

and that my 'launch' date,

(or time of contact) will be on x day,

or your support which is retracted,

 

 

I foolishly get my hopes on this.

Then I trust.

 

Then what happens next is I abandon my sustenance,

documentation/report or initiation in keeping

all this assistance going, or my survival in general.

 

I become too invested in it,

 

all your misleads, emotionally, or otherwise.

 

So getting their hopes up on someone,

only to bring them down, that too is cruelty.

 

 

And I need not mention numerous examples of mislead.

 

In the beginning, it was specific to your idea,

 

next thing, you set it on auto with your peers.

 

So it becomes more creative and diverse.

 

And I believe if Cooper's relays were true,

 

you lured them to do this by paying them?

 

You think that in it itself is correct?

 

 

To assert distraction and cruelty of all forms,

 

while you won't be blamed because you are not the origins

of that specific idea?

 

 

It doesn't work that way.

 

 

You've done numerous wrong here exploiting the situation.

 

But you get away with it, because your ultimate motivation

isn't about destruction.

 

Still, in different levels, your actions are incrementally

detrimental, and negatively affecting my situation,

and once in a while, with possibilities of trigger,

and therefore devastation by conflict.

 

NEVER gamble with someone else's life for your own amusement.

 

And the fact that I have to assert these FACTS

 

to the authorities, and they still let it go on.

 

 

There is the mass hysteria, insanity of it all.

 

 

All of this was.