I think I just saw a thumbnail on Youtube,

"Woodpecker going crazy over window" or something like that.

It shows a woodpecker knocking on the window.

 

IF those nurses are trying to say that I was assertive,

angry or anything like that and that is why they wouldn't open the door.

 

No way. My voice was feeble, I was weak.

Otherwise I wouldn't be asking for help.

 

The only time I was agitated and slightly yelled out,

was that time. "I need this!"

 

So do not be confusing my current anger, and my state back then.

 

At all times I was but a beggar. Just asking for help.