Am I breaking my "own rules"?

 

At the time, I didn't make a big deal out of this,

with the exception of that head nurse and the doctor who went on a vacation,

leaving my mother after accepting the first phone call, and did not reply

to us, deliberately hanging us. The nurses finally relayed to a new one.

 

But I believe I had concerns.

 

First, they can easily create conspiracy between themselves and

let the doctor or the head nurse get away. Second, what if they change something

to affect my mother again during my sister's investigation, if the timeline was

correct.

 

I think I had too many concerns to antagonize a whole group of people.

 

So I singled out the most important ones.

 

 

However, what I am saying is that, while, it is in the group's right,

to ask me to reconsider, instead saving her, donating her organs.

 

They had no right in attempting SUBJUGATION by trying to convince

a person of their beliefs. Only to end with a disrepectful,

"we won't help you."

 

That was what the discussion was about. I need not hear their

opinions. I was trying to save my mother. That was reason alone

enough for them to help me. Not to try and force their assumptions about

the future as if they know the outcome. They were basically saying cryonics

was impossible I believe.

 

And the answer they gave out in the end, by doctor sharp.

because i was cornered of discussion, and unwilling to change my mind.

determined to save my mother. when i ended their attempts by saying

"I need this!" yelling. (I couldn't come up with anything constructive.

I didn't sleep for DAYS, and my response was coming from agitation of the

fact that doctors, who are used to that environment, has all the facts in the world

they can recite in order to CORNER ME into SUBJUGATION.

 

Now think about this.

 

This is a kid who just lost his mother, after spending days without sleep,

not in his right fucking mind. Only running around the hospital floor asking

for help on vitrification.

 

And these assholes, come up and tells me to donate her organs,

and start making it into a CONFLICT of who is right or wrong.

WHO IS CORRECT OR NOT. on the prediction of the future.

 

No, they did not have the right to try and subjugate a person that way.

 

They were going against my rights. My beliefs. On my own mother.

 

That discussion itself, that feud, it should not have been about

who is correct or not correct, NOBODY FUCKING KNOWS THE FUTURE,

 

and BECAUSE I 'lost' on their stating facts.

 

And I exclaimed "I need this!" cornered,

 

I got a response by the Dr.Sharp, saying "Well, we won't help you."

 

 

What is that?

 

What is that if not complete antagonization of my attempt to save my mother?

 

 

And the head nurse, stating she won't help me "UNLESS I AM DONATING HER ORGANS."

 

FUCKING CUNT!!!!!!!!!!

 

 

 

and they stood there, supporting her!

 

 

It was aiming subjugation. Not a polite opinion, or trying to be helpful.

 

Yes, they can help. If they choose to do so.

 

Instead, they made it into a game of fucking EGO.

 

 

Over someone's life!!!

 

 

Because of THEIR beliefs, they refused to even give my mother a CHANCE for better

preservation!!!

 

They cornered a person who haven't slept for days, into some insane logic exchange/feud

 

that they can't possibly know the future to. It's only their belief, that I should

not have been pushed to.

 

 

If they ended the conversation gently. By that fucking cunt DR. SHARP.

 

"well, we won't help you."

 

 

You have no fucking clue, no fucking clue how long I thought about revenge you fucking cunt.

 

 

 

It was your choice to help my mother!!!

 

you made it into fucking game of discussion! it was a game of correctness,

when NOBODY has the foresight into the future, NOBODY is qualified!!!

 

 

And it ended there! With that blunt response,

 

no sorries, no excuses.

 

The fucker CHOSE TO END MY MOTHER'S CHANCE, by vitrification,

 

BECAUSE OF THAT DISCUSSION!!!

 

 

THAT ENDING IS YOUR PROOF!!!!

 

 

Practice of cryonics is not illegal in British Columbia.

 

 

 

These people, CHOSE to destroy someone's hope, sticking with their beliefs,

 

BELITTLING my efforts to save my mother.

 

If they were simply respectful of my efforts,

 

EVEN IF THEY didn't BELIEVE CRYONICS WOULD WORK,

 

THEY COULD HAVE SIMPLY HELPED.

 

 

 

And for whatever fucking excuse they're giving out to NOT help.

 

It could be told to me. With proper reasons UNRELATED to

 

my response. AND HIS EMOTIONAL BLUNT NEGATIVE RESPONSE.

 

WITHOUT AN EXCUSE.

 

 

"Well, we won't help you." in a very INSISTING, FORCEFUL TONE.

 

To reiterate above sentence. It was broken up, each word. was broken up.

 

"WELL, WE. WON'T. HELP. YOU."

 

forcing that understanding to me with that fucking tone!!!!

 

 

To get his point across!!!!

 

IF THAT IS NOT ABUSE, WHAT IS?!!!!